The biggest challenge I see before me in the next six months is the crushing boredom of disengagement at work. If you don’t know I am a PM with direct reports, they are wonderful, but for me to feel fulfilled, I need to learn. I need psychological availability, the ability to take on a new hobby to learn. This isn’t to say that I lack access, it is more that I am not sure what I want to learn. Also, I could use more money for my growing medical bills from being a chronically ill person.

I think what I actually need is a different job that makes me feel something other than depressed.

That got dark very quickly. Sorry. I promise my next blog will be less stressy, depressy.