I find that, more often than not, people tend to see me as someone who gives a piece of themselves or as a sexual being. I guess both of those are the same thing. I went on a date yesterday and thought it went well; we had good banter but not much physical chemistry. For me, though, sometimes that has to do with the environment. Ultimately, I wanted to explore more in a different environment, but he wasn’t interested. It has been a while since my friendship has been rejected, and I’m not 100% sure how to feel.
I’m not worried, and I am by no means single… But I’m sad today. So, I will work out to feel better and ask my friends to tell me they like having me in their lives.
Also, random side note. There is a vehicle parked somewhere in the neighborhood that has a car alarm that keeps going off. Oh my god, it is absurdly annoying.



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